Month: April 2022

Gold

Published by n on 20 April 2022

Feeling silly because what?
You didn’t know, how could you?

Stronger and slower.
Take your time.
Weaker but faster – mass produced.

This fucking weather,
It’s enough to make anyone sad.

How can you be happy in a prison of your own creation?
Who lets you out of a trap
You set for yourself
And only you know about?

You see her and she’s hurt too
Is that because of you?
What hell have you caused?
What pain could you stop?

How can happiness seem so contrived?
Why cant I allow myself that one sliver of gold?

Carry me back.

Published by n on 8 April 2022

You can tell when the monster is talking. It’s obvious.

The man becomes quiet and he can’t remember what happened.

Furious judgement, obsessed anger.

Then, a switch flips and away with narcissism.

Reason and peace, until the next time.

Ups are getting shorter and further apart.

Downs are deeper and longer.

One day, the downs will be all there is, after one final miserable up.

And who will know?

In the darkness, alone.

Published by n on 7 April 2022

Time has passed.

The opportunity for intelligent conversation is lacking.

You’re alone.

Invisible.

You don’t count anymore. You probably never did.

Live man, live!

You know now that you left it too late

But don’t keep leaving it

Take the path. Find it again.

Live life on your own terms before the fire burns out.